Dear Layla,

I still do not understand why you passed away. It makes me so sad knowing that you are so far away from me and I cannot get you back. Life is so confusing and frustrating without you here. My sweet Layla, you were truly and honestly the only thing that was right in this world, in our lives. So when I think about your passing, I am angry, sadden and confused. You are/were perfect, only if we would have caught the Leukemia sooner, maybe you would have still been here with us, why didn’t we know the signs? Layla I don’t know why it was you, I wish God would of took me instead. I pray for understanding but it still has not been revealed to me, and it probably never will but I will keep asking. I am so sorry Layla that we cannot laugh, play, read together or do any of the things we used to do together but one day I will be with you and your baby brother. Words cannot describe how much I miss you, but you are always in my thoughts, I wish I could have in my dreams but I haven’t dreamt about you in a few weeks, but you are always on my mind.

Love Always and Forever,

Mama