Dear Layla,

I am not doing so good today. I am feeling sick to my stomach and it really feels like I’ve got slapped in my face by this rude comment that was made regarding your baby brother Jackson.  I am just trying to keep my mind off of it but I cannot. Most people do not know that your father and I have lost two children. First it was your baby brother Jackson, he did not have enough amniotic fluid while he was growing in mommy’s tummy.  So when that happens his lungs and kidneys did not develop properly it’s called potter’s syndrome, but you did get to meet your baby brother and I am so thankful of that. The comment that was made was basically questioning how fit of parents that your father and I are. It’s just so hurtful to hear these things especially when we are in the mist of grieving your lost my sweet Layla and then they talk of your baby brother Jackson. God know what I true and I will try not to let these comments get to me but that is truly hard to do. I miss you so much Layla and I cannot wait until we are together again.

Lover Always and Forever

Mama