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Layla, Always on my Mind

Last night you were in my dreams and I love that even when I am sleeping you are on my mind. My sweet Layla, you are missed so much and I cannot wait to see you again.

October 13, 2018 mysweetlaylaLeave a comment

Dear Layla,

Today we are celebrating your aunties’ birthday, it feels so different with you not being here, but we can hear you saying, “happy birthday auntie”. I know you are in Heaven looking down on us, but I wish/pray that you were still here, but I also know that that is not how life works. The holiday season will be coming up soon and I know it is going to be difficult to celebrate without you. Our family was just coming up with little tradition of our own to celebrate these holiday days, we will continue to celebrate as if you are here, well you are here but in our hearts .Last night you were in my dreams and I love that even when I am sleeping you are on my mind. My sweet Layla, you are missed so much and I cannot wait to see you again.

Love Always and Forever

Mama

I miss Both of You

September 17, 2018 mysweetlaylaLeave a comment

Dear Layla,

I am not doing so good today. I am feeling sick to my stomach and it really feels like I’ve got slapped in my face by this rude comment that was made regarding your baby brother Jackson. I am just trying to keep my mind off of it but I cannot. Most people do not know that your father and I have lost two children. First it was your baby brother Jackson, he did not have enough amniotic fluid while he was growing in mommy’s tummy. So when that happens his lungs and kidneys did not develop properly it’s called potter’s syndrome, but you did get to meet your baby brother and I am so thankful of that. The comment that was made was basically questioning how fit of parents that your father and I are. It’s just so hurtful to hear these things especially when we are in the mist of grieving your lost my sweet Layla and then they talk of your baby brother Jackson. God know what I true and I will try not to let these comments get to me but that is truly hard to do. I miss you so much Layla and I cannot wait until we are together again.

Lover Always and Forever

Mama TH 9

Two Weeks Ago

August 23, 2018 mysweetlaylaLeave a comment

Dear Layla,

my sweet baby girl, it has been two weeks since you have passed away. I’ve never spent this much time away from you and it hurts that you are not here with dada and me. Your dada would always say we were joined at the hip and that is so true. Even though you are my daughter and only two years old you are my best friend. I don’t believe you realized how much we needed you Layla. You were/are the light of my life, now this life is a not as bright, happy or joyful as it was since you have passed. I love you so much and I miss you every single day, but I need to find comfort that I will see you again one day.

Love Always and forever,

Mama IMG_20170309_140601_186