Quiet House

I hate that the house is so quiet

Dear Layla,

the house is so quiet without you. I miss the sound of your laugh, even the sound of your cry, I miss the sound of your voice and most of all hearing you call me Mama. I love you so much my sweet Layla. This has been such a difficult time with you not being here and I hate that the house is so quiet.

Love Always,

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Two Weeks Ago

Dear Layla,

my sweet baby girl, it has been two weeks since you have passed away.  I’ve never spent this much time away from you and it hurts that you are not here with dada and me. Your dada would always say we were joined at the hip and that is so true. Even though you are my daughter and only two years old you are my best friend. I don’t believe you realized how much we needed you Layla. You were/are the light of my life, now this life is a not as bright, happy or joyful  as  it was since you have passed. I love you so much and I miss you every single day, but I need to find comfort that I will see you again one day.

Love Always and forever,

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I Miss You!!!

I can’t believe you are gone

Dear Layla,

I can’t believe that you are gone, it feels as if I am in a terrible dream that I cannot wake up from. I miss you so much that it hurts. I am still trying to understand why God decided to take you away from your Dada and Mama? I love you so much and I cannot wait to see you one day in the Kingdom of Heaven.

Love Always and forever,

Your Mama

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